Songs

"I miss you, miss you so bad. 

I don't forget you, oh its so sad...

I hope you can hear me. I remember it clearly. 

The day you slipped away, was the day I found it won't be the same. 

I didn't get around to kiss you goodbye on the hand. 

I wish that I could see you again."

With the weight of all those disappointments
Whispering in your ear
You're just barely hanging by a thread
You wanna scream but you're down to your last breath
And you don't know it yet

 But down the road the sun is shining
In every cloud there's a silver lining
Just keep holding on
And every heartache makes you stronger
But it won't be much longer
You'll find love, you'll find peace
And the you you're meant to be
I know right now that's not the way you feel
But one day you will

There were photographs I wanted to take
Things I wanted to show you
Sing sweet lullabies, wipe your teary eyes
Who could love you like this? People say that I am brave but I'm not
Truth is I'm barely hanging on

I have unanswered prayers. I have trouble I wish wasn't there.

I have asked 1000 ways, that you would take my pain away.

I'm trying to understand how to walk this weary land. 

When my world is shaking, Heaven stands.

When my heart is breaking, I never leave your hands.


I asked you Lord. You answered.
A little one you gave.
The hardest part I never knew, was that little one you'd take.
But Lord, I trust you now.
I know that you are good.
But Jesues, I was wondering, if youw ould
Hug him once for me. Hold him up real close.
Let him sit upon your knee and tell him all the things we'd teach him about You.
Whisper in his ear, one more simple truth.
Tell him that you love him and that we love him too


Sweet little baby, its hard to understand it.
Cuz we're hurting. We are hurting.
But we miss you everyday. Miss you in every way
But I know there'll be the day when we will hold you
And you'll kiss our tears away.

In my plans, I was the first to leave.
But in this world, I was left to grieve.
In my soul, there is a hole that can never be filled.
In my heart, there is hope. And you are with me still.
In my haert, you live on. Always there, never gone.


This is what it means to be held
How it feels when the sacred is torn from your life and you survive
This is what it is to be loved and to know that the promise was, when everything fell, we'd be held.


Could you beam me up?
Give me a minute. I dunno what I'd say in it.
Probably just stare, happy to be there holding your face.
Beam me up. Let me be lighter.
I'm tired of being a fighter.


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