32-36 weeks

I haven't been as good about updating. :(

Life is too crazy. 

My 32 week appt went normal, as did my 36. 

Had Group B strep testing, but she didn't check my dilation yet. 

Wish I would have been thinking clearly and just had her do it though. 

Oh well. 

I'm losing my mind and can't keep track of anything unless its on my phone, WITH an alarm. 

I haven't slept well in weeks, I eat TUMS like candy to fight off the heartburn. 

I waddle like crazy and it takes me far too long to get dressed in the mornings. 

Pretty much everything hurts, all the time. :/

This pregnancy has by far been the worst as far as the physical toll on my body.
I don't know if she is just positioned differently or what, but she is doing a number on my back!

Boston and Maddie both love me to carry them and snuggle them, and I'm trying to do my best, but its so painful just to get Boston out of his crib some days. He also finds it funny to kick me when I'm trying to change his diaper, so....thats fun! 

Colby has started into his busy season and wasn't home a single night last week. 

Thankfuly Peyton is so helpful and will bathe M and B and help me get them to bed. 

I've also temporarily hired a house-cleaner b/c Colby just doesn't have the time and energy to make up for my normal OCD cleanliness. 

And I just don't have it in me either. I still do a lot, but I can't keep up with it all.

I try not to complain and to put on a tough face, but I'm feeling very done. 

And yet, I don't feel like we are 'ready' for her. 

I haven't washed clothes or put anything away. 

I haven't packed a hospital bag. 

Mostly cuz I'm waiting for Colby to finish the guest room, so we can start moving B over there and actually have somewhere to put all the baby's stuff. 

Ahhh someday. 

My baby shower is tonight so that will be fun at least. 

I'm grateful for my ward and friends that I have.

Hopefully we will make a lot of progress in the next week.