12/14 week appts

I went in for my 12 week appt as a nervous wreck. 

But Dr. has been amazing though and has (and will continue) to do a quick ultrasound as soon as she comes in. 

Its been very nice.

Everything looked ok today. 

She asked if I would like to come in at 14 weeks, which is when I miscarried before. 

I told her no. 

I'd been to the dr. so many times already for well checks, and sick kids. 

Plus, I doubted that even if I did miscarry again that it would be the exact same time, and there would be nothing I could do about it.
Its not easy to just 'pop' over for more appts with 3 kids. 

Fast forward 2 weeks into m 13th-ish week, and I started to really panic again. 

So I made a last minute appt before I left town to go to Utah. 

I really didn't want to do a roadtrip without knowing for sure if the baby was ok. 

Again, the Dr. was great and very understanding. 

And everything still looks great and the baby's heart was beating strong. 

Phew. 

That made me feel so much better, though I'm still more nervous than normal.