Frustrations

I meant to take another belly pic.
But not today.
Maybe next week.

But I'm feeling much bigger.
I think I've gained about 5 lbs at this point, but it feels like more.

Several of my jeans are too tight to wear.
Which doesn't leave me with many options seeing as how they don't make maternity pants small enough to fit me!
I only have one pair of jeans from when I was prego with Peyton.
I mostly lived in Colby's clothes or work-out clothes.
but the jeans I have from her, still fit me well.

So then, I bought a box of maternity clothes off craigslist.
This lady was as small as me so I had hopes that the clothes would fit.

Well, the shirts and dresses are great.
But the pants drown me.
(and I'm not talking around the belly because I know I'm not all that big yet)
They drown me in the leg/thigh/butt area too.
Like really DROWN me.

So I have gone through several stores and found the same problem.
I have to special order my size.
which costs extra.
Looks like I'll be living in cotton, stretchy skirts and dresses all summer.

Any one know where to find cheap and size XS clothes?!!
I'm just a little frustrated.
especially since I'm quickly growing out of my non-maternity jeans.

But really, I am showing.
Although to other people, I think I prob just look fat.

HELP.